♥Gorgeous ME a.k.a Babe_Grace♥

my life

2010-12-23T17:23:00.000-08:00

好久好久都没有在这里写下我的心情了…最近的心情好烦甚至有时会让我感到不知所措！那种不安定，没有安全感的滋味又再一次出现~害怕的始终都到了…那个女孩又再一次地出现在我面前！我根本不知道这样的我还可以撑几久…很多时候很多事情都是超乎自己的能力范围。谁人能应付得了那么多？好害怕哪天自己真的会受不了这样的生活！但是幸好老天爷也对我不算差，让我对自己的未来有了点打算…前几天接到了通电话，他们叫我去应征在噢门的5星级赌场酒店做工…这真的是一个很好的机会很多人都叫我应该去尝试一下…而且薪水也很合我心意！我真的觉得这是个很不错的机会而且也是暂时让我忘了这里的伤心事的时间！也是还他自由的开始。另外，前天表姐打来告诉我，小狗狗怀孕了耶…好开心！哈哈…同时也很紧张…很快就有很多很多的小狗狗了！好想睡觉耶…好累好累…不想再去想那么多了…不想再回到以前那种生活…还是往前看比较好…很多时候不属于我们的再怎样勉强都没用的…但愿适合彼此就好！

Bloody Mary

2010-12-10T03:50:00.000-08:00

Anyone of u all try before Bloody Mary??
LOL...today i saw someone make this cocktail...make me feel like wanna vomit...
haha...it's disgusting when i saw the procedure of making this drink...!!
Eeeewwww... but the taste is not bad honestly...haha
Got chance must try it... <3 it

HATE EXAMS and ASSIGNMENT~!!

2010-05-16T22:51:00.001-07:00

Gosh~terrible week for me...!!! 5 final exams in a week...how to study?? Somemore gotta rush for the stupid assignment~!! Moral~geng lor...nvr listen to what the lecturer said. Now everything is just like- BLURRR to me...What kind of stupid college is that? Idiot sluty beh~! Dunno how to arrange the timetable...hello alien, think for us la...how to study and do revision for so many subject in a week?? Brainless la this stupid stuff...haiz...
Nvm la...the last week for me in this college~! Holidays after this week...yoohoo~~
Congratz to me that no need to see their face for few months...haha~~
waiting for interview section for my industrial training now...kinda fucking angry with the latest news. Cant go outstation duo to the reason of no more available working slot for trainee...!!! What a good excuse...THAT's CRUEL to me~!! Gosh~~ why i am so unlucky this few months?? God~ pls kill me~!! My life is kinda suck...!! HELP~~

Friday a.k.a. Movie Night & Lepak-ing Day

2010-05-15T00:44:00.000-07:00

Kidnapper

Lim (Christopher Lee), a struggling and obnoxious 40-year-old taxi driver, is a complete failure. His wife left him years ago. And his only son - Wei Siang (Jerald Tan) - is frequently neglected. Mistaken for a rich man's son, Wei Siang is kidnapped at an arcade one day and held for an enormous ransom. Thus begins one father's relentless quest to get his son back. In the process, he gives up everything in his life to raise the ransom, only to discover that the nefarious kidnapper (Jack Lim) wants even more money. Unable to raise the second ransom, Lim descends into madness as grief and self-doubt overwhelms him. His own morals are threatened when he flirts with the dark side in a desperate attempt to get his son back. It is a nice scenario which can only happen in movie. Jack Lim is so cruel in this movie. Totally different from his last movie - woohoo...!! Really must go and watch it~!! *thumb up*

After finished watch this movie, me and my cousin went and have our dinner at OldTown White Coffee shop.

I like their toast~really delicious...^^

And try this - OldTown White Coffee-Cold...
Fuh~~damn full after tried 2 of the most popular products from OldTown Kopitiam...AWESOME~!!
Oh yea~next stop - Jusco. Bought some daily use and things that i likey~hehe...

Panda Biscuit~Nice

London Roll...My Favourite~!!

For those who always go mamak stall 1,
Whole wheat Roti Canai~Good for health~!!

Jelly...^^

I bought this~^^

Nvr try b4 this brand...>.<

Koko Krunch as my breakfast~

Berly's Chocolate~

Cheese in cube shape~

I miss this~long time nvr eat this cookie since my grandpa passed away

Darren~LOL

HL milk for my brother~^^

Rice Ball~!! Tasty...^^

so many types of special Shampoo nowaday...>.<

Haha~bought so many things...except the shampoo...LOL...xp

What a tiring day...went back home after finished shopping

My sweet home...i am coming...!! ^^

Aaaawwww......Memories~~

2010-05-13T07:09:00.000-07:00

Guess what i wanna show in this post??

DENG~
DENG~
DENG~
DENG~

I just found some photos that i took it when i was still Form 5. Hahaha~ what a sweet memories that make me recall back those days situation. All of us look damn funny on those photos...>.< align="center"> Mae Si aka my little bro...she is so cute~!! haha
LOL...Miki, Me aka Grace and Verone
3 of us...I really miss them like hell~!!
Friendship...LOL...Just forget about it~!
our cute panda eyes. LOL...eyeliner's problem~!! >.< She was so lucky that day. I didnt get any... T.T Look alike?? Haha~let's guess is my brother or sister...!! >.< I like her face tattoo...Damn nice~!! OMG...Last time my make up skill~!! TERRIBLE!! My god sister - Shasha. Verone and Mae Si. Both my love one...! My DiDi and I. Lee Chin and I. (wish that i didnt spelled her name wrong) =P The tiny one~!! But she really look cute~!! I <3 href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_aUTnYq51mz4/S-wI2WWersI/AAAAAAAAAGw/SbiFQsJ59E4/s1600/DSC00492.JPG">Huda and Hidayah~Awesome face tattoo...! My time to syok sendiri...>.< I always like my smile...!! My cousin brother~!! She and me again~!! Smile~=D

Lol...finished with my photos~!! The only bad things that made me felt sad during sad on that day was because he didnt attend~!! I did told him about it and he just told me he forgot...LMAO~!! Wat a good excuse...!! See ya tomolo...gotta get back to my notes~!!

Having final exam on tomolo...see ya babes...Nightzz...

Guys~Pls Beware~!!

2010-05-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

Just now i am checking my email, and i found this in my mailbox. This mail was forwarded to me by one of my friend. I not so sure whether this case was real or fake but just hope you guys beware of those calls. This will be very serious if it's a real case that happened in Malaysia on 22 April (Thursday) 3 pm.

[ This just happened a few minutes ago. Somebody by the name of Inspector Chew King Hwa from Bukit Aman and called my husband's hand phone looking for me saying that I was implicated in some money laundering cases (I really wished that I had those money). He gave a contact number which was 03-2262 6222.

When I checked online, it is true that the number belongs to Bukit Aman HQ. So I called using my office phone to the number and I was told by the operator at the Bukit Aman HQ that there is a syndicate with inside people from Celcom and Telekom which is running these scams. They offer to settle your case outside and ask for money to bank into certain accounts. The operator said everyday the Bukit Aman HQ receives 40-50 calls from the public, people like me asking for verification. Bukit Aman said they will change their phone number soon because of this scam.

The clever thing about this group is that, when they call you on your hand phone, the number shown would be 03-2262 6222. I guess if you call this number from hand phone, or directly pressing on the number received on your hand phone without re-keying in the numbers again through the keypad, you will reach the syndicate as they must have manipulated either the caller identity and created a fake line with the insiders' assistance from Celcom/ Maxis/Digi. But if you call the same number using land line (Telekom) as I did, only will you be able to reach the real Bukit Aman HQ.

So it looks like the con men are also getting smarter. But you can straightaway tell from the way the caller speaks, that he is not very educated and hence not likely to be of the caliber of an officer.

Hope you will tell your family and friends. I think they target the Chinese. ]

By M Lian.

Dunno what had happen to Malaysia. Really speechless with what they have done~!! Too complicated...!!!Haix...

OMG...silly BEH~!

2010-05-10T12:35:00.000-07:00

Damn it...i am so worried for my industrial training...
Now i am regret why didn't choose to go outstation last time...haiz
Today Beh came into our class and have a short briefing with the hoteliers
And the main problem that she discussed with us was about our transportation during training period...>.<
uurrgghh~~shit la...As a hotel workers, they are divided into 3 shifts. She said might work until 11 something in the night...or maybe it could also start work at 7 in the morning...
Oh~FUCKED UP bitch~!! I just noticed that i am having a big transportation problem~!! I requested to change to outstation but she said my PA's marks is not really good...
Well well...and now she wanna talk to my parents. Erm...it's ok cause my parents cant fetch me go work because they gotta work too...
Hello beh, i knew that i always create problems in college but i will not be that stupid and take my future as a joke.
Just give my parents a call then~ And if they able to fetch me go work then it's ok...if not then u recruit a personal driver for me since u don't let me go outstation~!!
AARRGGHH~~~~~~~~~~~DAMN HOT WITH THAT SHORTY BEH~!!
I can be a good gurl too if i wan...just i choose to against u all...LAME~~!!

Mother's Day~

2010-05-09T07:14:00.001-07:00

Today everyone is so busy with celebrating mother's day...haha...
Well, i think most of the mummy in this world will feel very happy and enjoy themselves on today...cause Mother's Day is just one year once...!! For those who cant spend their time with their mother, i think maybe just a phone call and send regards to her also she will very happy...
For this year Mother's Day, i didn't buy any present for my mummy cause me, myself also lake of money to use...haiz...sorry mummy...hope u don't mind...T.T
Afternoon i gave daddy a call but he said he was busy cant celebrate Mother's Day with us today...sobs~then mummy brought me and bro went and ate "bah kut teh"(my bro's favourite)...lol...
Mummy, i promise i will be a good girl and sayang u also...and the most important thing, i wont let u cry because of my own problems anymore~this is what i can try to do and make u happy...!!! Mum, sorry for being a bad girl this few years. Always against u and scold u...i don't really meant to hurt u and make u sad...Mum, i already grown up...and promise will change my attitude~!! Although i just gave u a call and wished u "Happy Mother's Day", but i really hope that u can be happy everyday in ur life...Mum...i wanna shout it loud here...I LOVE U, MUMMY~!!!

Here are some photos of my mum...^^ Let's have a look on her pretty and cute photos...

She look like a kid when with the hat...haha...

took during Cousin sister's wedding dinner

While we got nothing to do in Pasar...=.="""

The Husband and Wife...lovely~^^

I look so weird in this photo...>.<

Lastly, wanna say again to my mummy that i do love her~!! And will appreciate her~!!

<3~MUMMY I LOVE U FOREVER~<3

NEW SONG by MizzNina feat. Colby O'Donis "What You Waiting For"

2010-05-09T01:09:00.000-07:00

Recently just downloaded many new english songs...

but i love this song the most...aarrgghh...

gosh...cant believ that M'sia's singer can sing such nice song...

omg...cant stop myself from listening this song...

Play it if u dont believe...!! Sure u gonna like it ~ just like me...=D

Nice?? haha~~i always believe my taste...^^

A trip to Ipoh~

2010-05-06T11:38:00.000-07:00

long long time didnt update my blog already...
uurrgghh....sometimes quite lazy actually...>.<

3-4-10, follow him went back to his hometown--PERAK
Well...we went back to his place cause...hehe~happy thing...
Get my baby genie back to my house~!!! oh yea...little cute doggies for Woofy as his wife in future...LOLx...
Played with lot of doggies~!! aarrgghh...felt so excited~!! The next day went to a shop and ate Ipoh's most famous "hor fun a.k.a kueh teow" OMG...damn delicious...!!
If got chance sure will go and eat again...muahahaha~~I cant live without tasty food~!!
Well...let's have a look at some photos that i took it that day...

on the way to perak...few more km to go...@.@

yea~reaching soon~!! Hooray

Bought this for me cause they said look like me...>.<
my Woofy like to stick with him...^^

sleeping~oh babe...muackzz

Me and my cute Woofy

Cute Woofy with Ribbon...so cute...

My handsome Brother...>.<
my time to syok sendiri...XP

Woofy again....

男人，其实你不懂！

2010-04-01T23:48:00.001-07:00

女人不吵了、不闹了、不叫了，就是真的不爱了

女人说要离开，是伤心了，是你让他失望了.

女人明知道你们之间没有未来，却情愿留在你身边做个普通朋友，不是她太贱，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到别的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，让你多在乎她一点 .

女人不主动打电话、发信息给你，不是不想你，是她不够自信，你接到电话、

短信时，是否也同样的想念她 .

如果女人不爱你，是不会对你发脾气的，不要报怨自己的女朋友脾气太怪，女人只对她爱的人发脾气.

女人不是不知道你还有别的女人，她选择独自伤心却不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿后给了你一个离开她的借口.

女人总是在你面前假装很开心，不是她没心没肺，成天傻乐，只是为了在你面前留下最美的样子.

男人其实你不懂

1 她总是问:你在哪呢?你现在在干吗? (她很想念你,只是想跟你说说话,你不给她发信息,她很矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.换了别人,爱干嘛干嘛,她不关心.所以请你一有时间就问候她一下,让她放心,让她知道你心里有她,她不会烦你.她总是主动联系你,她会觉得她贱.)

2 她说:我不开心了,我好烦. (不要怪她无理取闹,更不能觉得她在烦你,她不是真的不开心,她只是想你了.只是想要你会来安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,别闹了,听话!)

3 她说:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她烦.因为她知道你不傻,甚至是很聪明的.她只想让你知道她心里有你,她很想关心你)

4 她总说自己又长胖了或者长得不够漂亮. (不要觉得她是在自卑或嫉妒别人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不够完美.她已经在为你改变了.)

5 她总说她想要帮你,要你有什么事一定要告诉她. (其实她知道她帮不了你什么,她只想让你知道你还有她,她永远在会你身边陪你,会一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟别的女生亲近一些就会生气,发小脾气. (别说她小气,不信任你,她其实是在吃醋,这表示她十分在乎你.即使心里难受也会自己安慰自己.)

7 无论做什么她总会征求你的意见. (不是她没主见,太过依赖你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你为先.)

8 不管在哪里她总是紧紧的和你站在一起. (她只是在告诉你她信任你.)

9 她爱忧伤,总是会多想. (不要觉得她是想太多,只是有时她会觉得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假装生气转身离开. (其实,她不是真的想走,只是离开的时候希望被挽留.)

11 她会突然冷淡你,或是向你撒娇. (别怪她孩子气,她只是想让你哄哄她.)

12 也许有一天她会跟你说分手. (其实,这个时候她已经喜欢你好久,只是不确定这份感情是不是对的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

♥♥ 珍惜对你凶的女孩

2010-04-01T23:42:00.000-07:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，在别人面前她都是淑女。你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即使生气也不会超过2天。这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意她不够懂她。于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁就她。于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈与幸福。要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加的美。因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害。她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭的那个根本舍不得让她哭。她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比你少。你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不是伤害。不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷漠离去。要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。越是安静战火就越传，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的泪水。她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声安静。请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计。也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢她的一切一切。那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里都是撒娇.也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也不是她的真心话。她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉

女孩子心里的想法，看了你会更了解她

2010-04-01T23:41:00.001-07:00

每个有女朋友的男孩子，请你们好好对待每一个女孩，或许你们不知道，接受你和你的感情对于女孩来说是多么大的勇气。

在这个世界上有太多受伤的女孩，也有太多太多受伤的感情，只因为他有太多，所以女孩子害怕了，也退缩了，不是她们胆小，也不是她们不够相信，只是她们怕听到心碎的声音。

爱上你之后，每个女孩都是口是心非的，也是虚伪的，你们又怎能知道，又怎能理解，怎能明白，她们在想什么，或许，她们有时候也会不理解你，会做出一些…可你知道么？她们的初衷都是好的，都是善良的

她们会无理取闹，她们会唠唠叨叨，她们会流泪，她们会跟你争吵，她们会拿分手说事，她们只有一个目的，那就是想看看你是否还在乎她，是否还关心她，是否还心疼她，是否还会哄她，是否还会逗她，是否还会惯着她，而你们又怎能知道，她们之所以会来试探你，是因为你们没有给她们自信，没有给她们信心，她让她们开始恐慌，开始害怕，开始手足无措，开始赌最后一次

你们又怎能明白，她们是说一次，也怕一次，
她们怕你真的走开，怕你真的放弃

她们心会狭小，狭小到在容不下别人，里面全是你的影子，她们会为了一句叮咛而反反复复，她们也会因为你没有告诉她一句（我已安全到家）而将整个心揪在一块儿，她们也会因为你没有告诉她们一句晚安，而整个晚上睡不好觉，不是夸张，真的不是夸张，而是因为当她们爱上你后，心就不在属于自己，有的只是一副躯壳

你们是否知道，每个女孩到空间最最关注的是什么？不是想看别人的網上的日志，只是想看看是否有你停留过的足迹，她们会去转载那些伤感的爱情日志，不为别的，只为填充那颗空虚的心

男孩累了有烟来缓解，男孩愁了有酒来麻醉，可女孩呢？抽烟不正经，喝酒太…她们有的只有眼泪……

既然爱了，请好好珍惜，因为有一种爱禁不起等待，也禁不起伤害，在此，我衷心的祝福你们，能够天长地久，而不要曾经拥有……看了请记得转载，只是想让更多的人看到，那样的话，或许会多一份爱，少一份伤害……

亲爱的，我们来做个约定好吗？即使爱情平淡了，也不要说分手。。

2010-04-01T23:39:00.000-07:00

爱是一种奇怪的东西，忽闪忽灭间的深刻，成长在彼此心里
．
最美丽的故事没有结局，最浪漫的感情没有归宿，最幸福的
爱情没有言语，最深刻的喜欢没有空间！
爱情也不完美，但是却有彼此心灵间的默契．让彼此感受到
，爱在滋长！

“我爱你”也就不那么空空的了！

想你是一种甜蜜的忧伤，想你是一种酸涩的期待，想你是一
种幸福的惆怅，想你是一种矛盾的向往！
思念也不完美，但是思念却是一种迷离的希望！让彼此更明
白彼此是控制不了的牵挂！

记得有句话``因为想一个人而寂寞．因为爱一个人而温柔
．但是`还好，寂寞的时候我可以想你！温柔的时候因为有
一个梦需要执着而坚强．

其实，有你，真好！

爱是一种付出，即使痛苦也会觉得甘愿．
爱是一种直着，即使心碎也会觉得无悔．
我不知道是不是所有人都会为用生命去保卫自己的爱情！但
是我相信爱情的力量！

有些时候，爱`真的说不出来！
有些时候，爱`就是望着你忽然泪留满面！

所以`你要原谅！如果我说不出那句“我爱你”，不是我不
爱你！而是我真的很爱你！爱到只听的到自己的心跳！

所以`你要理解！当我望着你莫名其妙流下眼泪，不是你做
错什么，不是我无理取闹！是我真的很爱你！爱到看着你也
可以掉下幸福的眼泪！所以你要抱着我！因为我真的很怕失
去你！

如果我总缠着你，请不要说我不乖！请不要对我生气！因为
我真的很珍惜和你的每分每秒！哪怕明明相隔两地`哪怕只
是在电话中相聚！因为在乎每一次小小意义上的分离！
如果我不会总缠着你，请不要以为我舍得和你说再见了！你
不懂我那一瞬间的失落，是多么想伸出手去抓住你！你要明
白正是为了爱，才悄悄的收起对你的依赖！

也许有一天我们都会埋怨！
也许有一天我们都会犯错！
也许有一天我们都会忽视今天的诺言！
也许有一天我们也会吵架！
...

我们来做个约定好吗？
约好即使吵架也不可以不接听彼此的电话！
约好即使吵架也不可以不好好照顾自己！
约好即使吵架也不可以轻易说分手！
约好即使吵架也不可以伤害自己！
约好即使吵架也不可以错过了...
约好，吵架的时候告诉自己：

错误是短暂的，错过却是永远遗憾的...

爱情`有时候很脆弱！
脆弱到容不下一点点沙！
爱情`有时候很顽强！
顽强到什么也分不开相爱的人！

如果有一天，我们不在任性的不理会一切！
如果有一天，我们不在要求时时都粘在一起！
如果有一天，我们不在傻傻的看着对方微笑！
如果有一天，我们不在不理会柴米油盐！
如果有一天，我们不在是任性的两个小孩！
如果有一天，我们习惯了彼此埋怨...

请不要说“分手吧，祝你快乐！”

因为这一天更应该说 “我们结婚吧，让我照顾你一辈子”。。。

宝贝，听我说...

2010-04-01T23:36:00.000-07:00

宝贝，听我说
人的一生，都会遇到这样那样的人，有人喜欢你，有人讨厌你，有你喜欢的人，有你讨厌的人。在这期间，你会遇到你喜欢的但是不喜欢你的人，你会很痛苦。可这只是过程。每个人都会遇到这样的人。相信我，你很好，不喜欢你不是你不好，而是他已经遇到他喜欢的人。借酒消愁只会愁更愁，酒只会让你头痛，烟只会让你得肺病，所以别自暴自弃，别因此厌恶自己。宝贝，虽然你老说自己是个傻瓜，可我知道你是个聪明的女子。聪明的女子，要自己爱自己。

宝贝，听我说
我知道现在的你很痛，支撑你活着的只是回忆。你的心已经是千疮百孔，每个伤口都在汩汩的流血。你总是在无人的时候掉泪，你总是在半夜翻来覆去难以入眠。上课的你会走神，走路的你会恍惚，吃饭的你会发呆。我明白，你总是在凌晨睁开眼的时候开始期待黑夜，你总是在半夜闭上眼的时候开始期待黎明。可是宝贝，你要庆幸，你还有回忆，有些人连回忆也没有。你比那些没有回忆的人要幸福，所以没有理由这样放弃自己，过一天是一天。宝贝，别为爱，失去自己。

宝贝，听我说
回忆就像美好的梦幻，是曾经发生过的美梦，它已经被遗落在昨天，就像记忆中的过家家，只是孩童时的梦一样成为过去。也许，在你念念不忘的时候，它已经被他抛在九霄云外。即使他还记得，可是也不能改变什么，一切已经回不到从前，宝贝，你要记得，昨天其实是不存在的，存在的只有今天。不存在的昨天，连回忆也是不存在的。这样说对你会很残忍，可是是事实。所以，别活在昨天，别生存在虚幻中。记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。让昨日的回忆成为今日的点缀，不论是美好还是忧伤。

宝贝，听我说
“誓”本来就是“拆开的语言”。说白了，誓言不过是美丽的谎言。说的时候，信誓旦旦，感天动地。美丽得让你相信它真的会实现，华丽得让你沉醉在其中忘乎所以。宝贝，别在梦碎后说誓言不过是花言巧语，要相信，在说的时候他是真的在乎你，他真的是发自肺腑，背弃是因为已经不在乎你。既然已经不在乎，誓言就不再是誓言。可是宝贝，别因为这样，你就随意许下诺言。记得，做不到的事情，别轻易许诺，它可以是蜜糖也可以是利刃。宝贝，相信誓言给你的快乐，接受誓言给你的痛苦。

宝贝，听我说
人生是一场戏，总会有散场的时候！！一切故事都有始有终，有开始，就有结束。只不过是，有人半路结束了，有人到终点才结束。但其实都一样，最后都是要化为人间的尘土，消失了，不见了，没有了。他，只不过是旅途上的一个伴侣，能一起到终点是幸运，但是不能一起到终点也不需要遗憾，至少曾经相遇。有些人，遇见就是为了分开，无所谓长久。聚散终有缘，能够相遇是缘分，能够相爱是奇迹。所以别感伤，陪你到终点的人不是他。

宝贝，听我说
爱你的人不会让你流泪，哪怕你不是天使，让你流泪的人不值得你爱。可是，我却看着你的眼泪一而再再而三的为他流，如果不是他，我还不知道你其实也是个爱哭的女子，只是因为以前没有遇到让你流泪的人罢了。宝贝，够了，别再为他哭了。虽然他是个值得你爱的男生，可是你们却不在同一道上，如平行线般，远远看着相交，但其实根本没有遇到。如果注定不是你的，强求也不幸福。以及纠缠，不如给爱放生。宝贝，放手吧，别再执着，让他在你心中是最美好的回忆，让你成为他最记忆中最美好的女子。

宝贝，听我说
你撕着自己不再完整的心说结束，用尽最后一丝力气道再见，你咽住了到嘴边的哭腔，你遏制住了到眼眶的泪水。知道你的痛已经到了期限，可是我无能为力。宝贝，必须这样，哪怕粉身碎骨，即使体无完肤。宝贝，你做得很好，你很坚强，你很勇敢。可是宝贝，别说你已经不敢爱，别说你已经怕爱，别说你已经没有力气去爱。以后，你会遇到另一个男生，他会很爱很爱你，你会很幸福很幸福。所以宝贝，别不相信爱。对曾经的他说谢谢，感谢爱的路上曾经有他相陪，对曾经的他说对不起，抱歉耽搁他那么多时间；对未来的他说谢谢，感谢他爱你愿意陪你，对未来的他说对不起，抱歉前半生的记忆不是他。

宝贝，听我说
喜欢不等于爱，喜欢不是爱。如果你不喜欢，别接受他人的爱；如果对方只是喜欢你不是爱你，也别接受他的喜欢。宝贝，你要记得，在这个世界上，你是独一无二的，没有人像你，你也不需要去代替谁，你也没有办法去代替谁。在你的人生舞台上，你是自己的主角，不需要去做谁的配角。宝贝，别在难过的时候接受别的男子的爱，那对他不公平，你也不会幸福，要分清楚，是喜欢还是同情或者是怜悯。可是宝贝，别如你所说的，找一个爱自己的人就好。世界上好男生很多，你会遇到喜欢你而你又喜欢他的人。所以宝贝，别放纵爱，别吝啬爱.

宝贝，听我说
看着你卷缩成一团的冰冷身躯，我很心疼；看着你紧锁的眉毛，我很难过；看着你紧闭而挂在眼帘上的泪珠，我心痛；看着你额头上的细汗，我心酸。我悄悄地拥抱你冰冷的身躯，小心地揉平你紧锁的眉毛，轻轻地拭去你眼帘上的泪珠，慢慢地擦去你额头上的细汗。可是宝贝，我无法温暖你。但是我愿意相信，你会遇到这样的男生，他的怀抱很温暖，替你挡住一切风风雨雨；他的手很烫，他会把你的手放入他温暖的掌心,从此让你不在惧怕寒冬。宝贝，好好睡觉，别再在噩梦里沉浮。一切都已经结束，别再回首。

宝贝，听我说
纵使你失去全世界，你还有我，纵使没有人喜欢你，我还是会喜欢你，我还会不离不弃地在你身边，给你依靠。爱情只是一场梦，会有结束的时候，而我一直相信，还会有比爱情更悠长的东西，好比我和你之间的感情。你要记得，哪怕全世界已经没有人当你的宝贝，你还是我的宝贝，还是我王国里的公主。所以抓住我的手，跟着我的脚步，我们要远离昨天的美梦，抛弃昨天的噩梦，我们要去寻找今天的梦。宝贝，别人放开你的手，可是我永远不会放开。所以，放心跟我走。

宝贝，听我说
虽然我只是你的影子，没有生命的影子，陪你痛跟你爱，可是你是我的宝贝。你流泪，我陪你流泪；你寂寞，我也寂寞；你痛苦，我也痛苦。可是我不要你流泪，我不要你痛苦，我不要你寂寞，所以我要带你走，我想给我的宝贝幸福快乐。宝贝，相信我。宝贝，跟我走。

宝贝，明天你会是全新的你。让我们一起期待，一起努力。宝贝，你要永远记得，你还有我。宝贝，要做个聪明的女子，做个懂爱敢爱会爱的女子，要做个拿得起也放得下的女子，让错过你的男子后悔错过你，让爱你的男子更爱你。

希望有这样一个人陪我一生

2010-04-01T23:33:00.000-07:00

可不可以有一个人。可以看穿我的逞强。可以保护我的脆弱。
不要在我说「没事啦，你去吧」的时候就真的会放心的放开我的手然后留我一个人。
不要在我笑笑的不说话的时候就真的会以为我心里没有觉得疼痛和难过。
不要在我若无其事的忙碌着手头的事的时候就真的会以为我什么影响都没有受到。
我希望他会在我的眼泪掉下以前就用大大的手掌捂住我的眼睛。
然后轻声说我的眼睛只有微笑的时候才是最好看。

我希望他会在我面无表情的时候轻轻的用力的搂紧我。然后说你在我的面前永远都不需要伪装坚强。

我希望他会在我受到委屈的时候把我的脑袋按在他的肩膀上。然后抚着我的头发说没关系就算所有的人都不相信你你都还有我。

咱要嫁的那个人不一定要是高高瘦瘦的但是一定要干干净净
咱要嫁的那个人不一定要会甜言蜜语但是一定要有好的脾气
咱要嫁的那个人不一定要帅气又多金但是一定要有聪明的头脑和上进心
咱要嫁的那个人一定会从我们牵手那刻起对我说从今天起我们有福同享有难我当
咱要嫁的那个人一定要霸道些他会对我说我认定你了就赖你了你就是我一个人的我不许别人走近你
咱要嫁的那个人一定会支持我减肥却依然带我去超市给我买很多好吃的然后说吃吧不管你多胖我都要你

咱要嫁的那个人一定会在过马路的时候牵着我的手对我说要跟我走
咱要嫁的那个人一定会明白老婆是用来疼的而且会吹着快乐的口哨和我一起做家务
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在我生气的时候耐心的哄着然后逗我说你生气的样子好丑
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在我哭的时候为我擦眼泪然后告诉我乖不哭有我在呢
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在我累的时候伸出手臂很心疼的说抱抱
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在睡觉前跟我说你要早点睡觉晚安
咱要嫁的那个人一定会把我带回家对他妈说看这是我给你找的儿媳妇然后对我说这是咱妈
咱要嫁的那个人一定会在某一个阳光明媚的日子顶着一片湛蓝的天笑着对我说我们该有个家了

女生的痛，男生永远不懂！

2010-04-01T23:29:00.002-07:00

男生永远不懂，为什么女生会那么的依赖你，那是因为她把你当做她的唯一，最信赖的人。

男生永远不懂，为什么女生在你不给她打电话的时候会很生气，因为她想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。
男生永远不懂，女生为什么会爱生气，因为她只是想要你来哄她，回味你们之间的温存。
男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为她爱你，而容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。
男生永远不懂，为什么女生爱唠叨让你少抽烟，少喝酒，女生也知道那不可能，但是她担心你的身体。
男生永远不懂，女生怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为她将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。
男生永远不懂，女生愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为爱你，而并不是为了显示自己比你强。
男生永远不懂，女生会在很晚的时候打电话给你，不是不信任你，只是突然很想你，想听听你的声音。
男生永远不懂，女生会想要知道你的一切，想为你分担事情，那是因为她只想要自己是你最亲密的人。
男生永远不懂，当分手来到时，女生那坚强的语言后面是多么伤的伤痛！
男生永远不懂，分手后女生不是不痛，而是痛到连看到你就会无法自拔！
男生永远不懂，女生的爱是那么深。一旦爱上就不能自已。隐瞒的那么深，不要带给你困扰！而自己哭泣！

男生永远不懂，女生的爱！女生的爱脆弱又坚强，不要欺骗玩弄感情。女孩狠起心来是不要命的。
男生永远不懂,当你说不爱她了。她不会缠着你。只要你快乐，她愿意放开你。
男生永远不懂，女生在分手后那笑的背后有了多少的悲痛！
如果爱，请深深的爱她，对她负责，给她一生幸福。
如果不爱，请不要享受她的独爱，放开她，让别的男人来给她幸福。
不要挥霍爱情，爱情挥霍完了，就会挥霍了她的生命。

什么样的女人值得叫老婆？

2010-04-01T23:29:00.001-07:00

“ 什么样的女人值得叫老婆？”
　　
1.老婆，就是那个婚前还是高傲的公主，婚后会心甘情愿侍奉你的“傻女人”.....

2.老婆，就是那个即使听你说过100次我爱你”，也会相信和感动的“笨女人” ........
　　
3.老婆，就是那个宁愿节约自已的花销，也要为你买一身名牌的“小气人”.......
　　
4.老婆，就是那个只有依偎在你的身边，才能释放所有温柔的“ 可爱女人”.......
　　
5.老婆，就是那个只要在你的怀抱里，就会觉得世界才是安全的“胆小女人”.......
　　
P/S：男人，记住老婆，就是那个把你当做全世界的女人........
　　
6.老婆，就是那个冒着被油烟熏成黄脸婆的危险，每天费尽心思给你做饭看着你吃就会高兴的“傻老婆”.....
　　
7.老婆，就是那个每次吵完架都会等你来道歉，表面装做受尽委屈内心却沾沾自喜的“坏老婆”...
　　
8.老婆，就是那个给你无限动力，让你不断奋斗拼命賺钱的“可恨老婆”......
　　
9.老婆，是那个让你出差也会担心，工作会遇到困难在家又不会换灯泡的“笨老婆”......
　
10.老婆，就是那个无论何时都会相信你支持你，可以陪你一起走过风风雨雨的 “好老婆”.......
　　
　　P/S：男人，记住：老婆，就是那个能让你放弃全世界的女人。老婆，就是那个无论你多晚下班都会在家等你的女人........
　　
　　P/S：男人，千万记住：老婆就是不管你在外面做错什么或做了对不她的事，只要你在她受了委屈时紧紧抱她说：“老婆，您还有老公。”她会一直包容你所犯下的错误，老婆就是天底下表現最喜欢和你作对，而私底下是最爱向你撒嬌的女人.......
　　
　　P/S：男人，千万千万你別忘了，当你老了或生病时，谁更愿意为把屎把尿的，绝不是已老的也要您照顾的父母，最有可能的就是从年轻到老甘心跟甘苦无怨无悔，始终在您身边不离不弃 “傻女人”.........

WTH??

2010-04-01T23:01:00.000-07:00

讨厌~讨厌~讨厌！原本一整天美好的心情都被他们两个破坏了！到底要我怎样做才不用再受罪？很讨厌那种感觉~怀疑你，不信任你的那种感觉！之前就告诉过你我对你的信任很少，偏偏你却越搞越多事！算我小气也好，不讲理也罢~现在开始通通有关你的事我都不会再理，你也不用再告诉我！突然间觉得自己好像是多余的！愚人节还真的很愚人！哼~现在的心情乱到不能再乱！很失望你懂吗？每天都在担心哪天你会为了某某人离我而去！虽然只是封 forward message，可是我就是不喜欢！还告诉我 send 给了几位朋友~很不错嘛~肯定都是女的！请你也明白我的感受再讲我！如果换作你是我，你会有怎样的想法跟感受？不是因为我小气而是因为我在乎！你要怎样想我，我管不着~我也不会再管你的事情了！好自为之吧~我已经对你无话可说了！是你让我对你的信任再减少的，也是你让我失望的！不理了~什么都不理了~
前天发现到有人碰我电脑，看我的东西， delete 我的朋友在 msn~为什么要做那么多余的事情？为什么很多事情都是你可以而我就不可以？为什么每次都要让我对你反感？为什么你不能用成熟点的方式来处理问题？不要再那么无谓了~不但帮不到你自己，反而会让我觉得你很自私，很做作！

Verone Ching...I miss you so much~

2010-03-18T11:14:00.001-07:00

syok sendiri inside the toilet...@.@
On the way...Going back to Klang

Sakae-ing...^^

The first time she played with fake eye lashes by her own...=.=

Our same hair clips...Give me 5

Malacca on 12.08.07...Sad memories for her, Bad memories for me...@.@

Graduation day

I <3 this "da tou tie" the most...

Lepak-ing in Sunway

most crazy outing day with her cause changed our cloths on the spot if bought any...@.@

our funny look
by her phone camera

Verone Ching...can consider as one of my bestie...i know her since i was form 3...the first time i saw her i really dot like her. cause she look so sombong(action). but lastly, still we became best friend...she is the one who always accom me be around with me while i facing any problem. but it was adi passed. she wont come back to me anymore and i also wont go back to her... actually i also dont know the reason why. after the gathering plan failed, then no more contact from her. i still remember the last day i called her which was on 29th of August 2009. i do love her and appreciate her...i really thanks her alot for helping me while i needed someone around. Always...the best...but...friendship i believe wont last longer...during secondary time, was my happiest time with my besties in my life. Jealous between each other...cry when friend angry of us or donttalk to us...laugh like hell...tuition together...always..."mee hun kueh"...our favourite...^^ alots of memories...i wont forget...never ever i promise.

but our friendship just end up here...cause i dont wish to bring any sadness to your new happy life...please forgive me that i am always so selfish...always no be with u while u need friend's support the most. Sorry Wei Theng...but i really love u and appreaciate u as my friend.

Take care deary...i love u...and will miss u always..hope i will always show up in ur mind as well...

Bustard aka [Conan Tan Kim Tee]~!!!!

2010-03-12T22:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday night argue with a bustard...damn him...

just sick in his own world...always thought that he is correct and other ppl are wrong?

what kind of ppl is this?? so sien la...if not because of my friend, i wont waste so much of my time on this stupid fellow...oh my gosh...really cant stand him...dreaming in his own world...

what kind of bf is this?? silly and weird...maybe u all can have a look on his blog-lissahistory.blogspot.com...purposely create a blog and post that what had happen among him and his gf. Walao...sibeh betahan with him adi...so '大男人主义'...yesterday said til i wanna vomit out blood...then invite my friend-william to come and talk to him...DIU...chat til my friend also sien with him..always repeating the same things. said "u still small still dunno the real world" , " working life and study life is different" , "u're so childish" , "different people different thinking" , "i am not controlling her, i just worry about her safety" , "all of you are poka(clubbing kaki)" and alot more la...CCB...i go club less than 10 times ler...diu nia buh...said i am poka?? then fine la...dont let ur gf join me...see ur gf will choose a boy with an attitudes problems or her friends. Walao...never see b4 this kind of guy...don let her gf join her friend even out for dinner also wanna angry...Hello...u got no time to accom yr gf then shut ur mouth la...still wanna talk so much and forcing her gf not to go out. Think that he are mature?? funny... said dangerous if her gf go out with us...then asked his gf go find him by using train...still gotta wait for him alone somemore...then this is consider not dangerous la??

2010-03-04T09:16:00.001-08:00

Cute Purikura Online cute

~我的生活~

2010-03-04T07:22:00.000-08:00

做人真的做到很累耶~时间有时多到不懂要怎样去用，但有时却不够时间用！你说做人烦不烦啊？唉~好闷好无聊。最近的脾气不是那么好，心情也很差！到底怎么了？就连我自己也搞不懂！不安定的心又来了~真的好害怕！深怕不想看到的那些画面又再从演。到时我一定会受不了！为什么就要让自己那么辛苦？郑伊茜，别再那么执著了，只会让自己更难受！看开点未免不是件好事。明天又是早课，还有role play。我连对白那些都还没开始想明天该怎么办？唉~很无奈耶！面对这间学院快把我给逼疯了！真的超烂的。好后悔可是都快毕业了！算了吧~无论开心或不开心，日子还是一样要过！天啊~我只祈求我未来的日子都可以平平淡淡地过，别再让我遇到什么风波了！今天更我的死党去了pavillion看戏~"Alice in Wonderland" 3D 版的。超cool的！在里面超冷的！差不多到了尾声，紧张时刻即将来临的时候，我竟然尿急！=.=""" 但是还是忍到看完为止！哈哈~回到家他就带我去吃东西！然后他就等开工。当他在等开工的当儿，我就去冲凉！怎么知道冲完凉出来，却在家里找不到他的人影！拉开窗帘布看到他的车还在便马上跑下去。问了他一句话：“为什么出去都不讲一声的？”电话又响了！根本没机会讲话！算了吧~那么忙就不打扰他了！进去屋子里关了门，听到他敲门在外面大喊！他说听不清楚刚才我问他什么，我就再问他一遍！虽然他说了对不起，但是后面的那些话，让我觉得心酸！他说：“我最近已经很烦了你可以不要烦我吗？”几个字罢了却让我很想哭！我回了他“我不会再烦你了，你去做工吧！等下迟到就不好了” 最近跟他很常吵架。很烦很累人！不知道何时我的眼泪才不会再从我的眼里掉下来。谁对谁错都好，不再重要了！重要是你开心就好！

Again...Emotional

2010-02-28T08:23:00.000-08:00

Emo will always made me regret and do the wrong decision.
Sometimes i really quite regret with what i have done. It's true.
I really regret and cant imagine what i gonna be if my life really without him.
Bao, i tried but still i cant control myself. Sometimes i feel like giving up is because this relationship really make both of us so suffer. Both of us don't trust each other, both of us' personal attitude problem...and more...
I do really love you but i dunno why i suddenly changed to another person.
Always angry with tiny things...I really scared one day u cant "tahan" me and leave me.
I really scare of that day...i admit that i am so selfish and just think of myself. I know that no one else will treat me better than u....i believed only U if everything goes smooth and no fighting.
Sorry Bao...today happen this kind of things all is because of me...i am too childish. Always said it out before think of it. I really regret...but when i talked to u, u was like cant see me, i really get very angry with it. Finally i can understand how u feel...how sad it is.
TOTALLY I CAN UNDERSTAND NOW!!! Thank You...for passing through my life.
Although the distance only 3 years+ but lots of memories given by U. Thank You Bao.
Take care always. Remember that there is a girl which always loving U and waiting for u to come back to her. I LOVE YOU~!!!!!!!!!!!!! *non stop crying*
i am so tired with my life...can i change back to last time that Grace?? maybe will be much more better at least only me, myself suffer for it. Miss You and Love You...T.T

Boring Day Again

2010-02-28T00:49:00.000-08:00

Chap Goh Mei today...yet still a boring day for me. Stay at home and facing my laptop...

Besides editing photos and facebook, nothing else i can do. haiz...damn freaking hate my life la...

yesterday my bestie help me to edit my whole blog...muahaha

new skin and with music....thanks ya babe...

i love my blog's new look...so cute and sweet as well...haha

love the song too...haha...

Tomolo gotta get back to college again....so sien....

start new class...the subject which i hate the most during secondary-----------[MORAL]...

kinda crazy when heard about this....uurrgghh.......

study in college adi still need to study this kind of stupid subject...

what a fool....fucked up subject...!!!

Sien la.......feel like going out but nobody accompany me...what to do???

Haiz....called babe Lissa today and asked for her Malacca trip.

Well.....i think she enjoyed and have a lots of fun there with someone...

Hahahahaha~~

Lastly...i wanna complain about the stupid MAXIS....

call up to the service centre and asked help from the worker and he just told me server down asked me to call back after 2-3 hours....

DAMN him man...adi paid for my bill still cant make phone call and sms....

what had happen to MAXIS huh??

During CNY....KNNB....the whole cant call out even ppl also cant reach to me...

so damn hot when talked bout this....fuh...

wondering whether should change to either DIGI or CELCOM...

HATE STUPID MAXIS~!!!!!!!!!

我们最“值得纪念”的日子

2010-02-21T10:15:00.000-08:00

今天跟朋友去了sunway lagoon玩~很开心很享受没被约束的那种感觉。玩到很累但是这一切都是值得的！玩好了去冲完凉，觉得那里的更衣室好臭哦~因为很多马来人和外地人！好可怕~因为那些外地人都好好色。=.=""" 胸口上还有很多很多的毛发，超恶心的！看了都眼花~@.@
打算自己搭火车回家的时候，刚好他打来！玩完了觉得人不是很舒服就叫他来载我！他顺便载我一起去吃东西~吃完后，因为我不舒服的关系所以就回家了！
一回到家就跑进房间里睡觉！真的好累头好痛！睡醒了后就看到他面对着他的那个烂电脑！心情就已经很不愉快了~怎知我去找他的时候，他就把电脑盖下来！这样的行为要我怎么想？我自己也不知道~算了吧！如果他是有心想背叛我，那么这迟早都会发生的！怎样都避免不了！再怎样担心都是多余的！福建人都会在农历初九拜天公~我们这里初九比三十晚还要热闹！前几个星期他买了些炮就搬完出来放。。。
放完了炮他就说要去做工了，已经迟了大约2小时。后面接下来的事都不想再去记了！我跟这个无缘的男子就这样画下了句号。现在的我哭笑不得。该开心因为从新获得自由还是该伤心因为我跟他分开了？自己真的很矛盾，但是这是我给自己的承诺〉善待自己！
对不起~不能陪你走完你人生的路程！好好保重~永顺！

I HATE CELEBRATION~!!!!!!!!!

2010-02-11T00:21:00.000-08:00

今天，一直发脾气。心里觉得很烦燥，很无奈！
今天是我和他的第四个周年纪念。
昨天已经为了这件事闹不愉快了，没想到今天让我更难过！
很讨厌他无动于衷的那个样子！
这是我过到最无奈最讨厌的周年！
什么都没有，哪里都没去！
只是会对着他的烂电脑！很好~很好！
没什么能比得过他赚钱重要！什么都是钱！！
钱钱钱~！！！丢完给你，你满意吗？
整天只会呆在我家对着他的死人电脑！没用的家伙！
连周年也是这样！看到我不爽的样子了还问我是不是生病！
看到他的样子只会让我更生气更讨厌他！为什么？为什么？我的周年竟然就白白浪费了！
都是因为他！大热天去什么茨场街？我真的是个大白痴！还在期待他所谓的“惊喜”。
不想再看到酱的人！真的有够无奈！
很想今天快点过，让我不用那么难受地对着他！
潘永顺，请你记住！我们再也没有任何庆祝的日子！
我也不会再记得这些白痴又讨人厌的日子！
没有情人节，没有周年，没有我的生日庆祝会！
不会再有！
问我什么周年重要还是情人节重要！
白痴用屁股想都知道！什么事情都要我回答到清清楚楚，那还有什么意义？
回答你了2个节日都重要因为一年只有一天！
但是你依然像在过普通的日子！
除了电脑还是电脑！别怪我也那么爱对着电脑！
因为都是你教我的！我会把今天你给的“回忆”好好埋藏在心里！
因为不会再有以后！潘永顺，记住这一切的一切！都是你教我的！
你开心就好！

对不起~我错了！

2010-02-01T08:21:00.000-08:00

好久没写部落格了~最近的心情真的很差很差
时常为了点小事发脾气。
越来越难控制自己的情绪~
今天是我跟他吵到最够力的一天~
跟他一起拿么久了从来都没有看到他这个样子
很心痛可是心里却有很讨厌他
每当他弄我生气不开心，我脑子里就会出现以前他所做所为的画面
让我觉得他是欠我的！他是该被我折磨的！
他不该被同情的！是他对不起我的！
天啊~我怎么会变到那么残忍？
对着自己心爱的男人都可以如此无情
每当发完脾气，才来对自己的行为感到后悔内疚
为什么？为什么我会变成这样？
为什么要让我折磨他？看他痛苦的样子？
他告诉我：‘老婆，你知道你不发脾气的样子很美，很惹人疼吗？’
我只对他笑了笑~
其实很多事并不是我不知道，只是很难控制自己！
对不起老公！真的很对不起
我不敢再渴望你对我的爱，因为我不想看到你被我折磨那痛苦的表情！
今天，他只是问了我一些些问题，
或许是我觉得他不信任我的因数，所以就发他脾气。
对他又打又踢又咬又捶的！把他的手咬伤了，让他痛到躺下。
还对他说了很绝的话，叫他消失在我眼前一辈子都不想再见到他！
他说他会永远记住我今天所对他讲过的话。
但并非是因为记仇而是他不会让那些话出自于他嘴里而伤我的心
虽然如此，当我要走时他依然抱住我！
我哭了，我后悔了！潘永顺~回来我身边好吗？爱我是你这一辈子的责任，你忘了吗?
但是也希望你可以信任我！
我对你的爱不是假的，而且我也没有其他男人！
只请你相信我。对不起, 我爱你!

my stupid life...

2010-01-20T19:38:00.000-08:00

recently seldom update my blog...
lack of time~everytime was like no enough time to use...
uurrgghh....need torsh to college today...again
i hate my college life
and dun feel like taking degree over there...
make me fed up man...
fucked up bitch...
he decided to move to pandan indah...but honestly i dun really like that place
but it's ok...nvm...cause i no need to pay even 1 cent...@@
so just shut up and said "oklo...u decide everything ba"
>.<....................LMAO......................Sandy's wedding is just so near...
got lots of things needed to be prepare....
when will be mine?? haha~~~funny....oli will happen when in dream...
LOL.............yea~maybe....kinda silly huh......
haiz........hate when argue with family espeacially mummy...
hate argue with him cause for sure will affect our relationship
hate some of my classmate...
uurrgghh...........i almost hate everyone in the world.........
WTF.............this is what so call "life"

what a boring day

2010-01-15T09:55:00.000-08:00

today...study law...damn sien...just busy playing boon's PSP...
didnt listen to her at all...besides that we also discuss some games that gonna play during her actual wedding day...LOL...damn excited and funny...think lots of stupid games...haha...
after finished Thanu's class...we went KLCC for a walk to spent our free time...
Lissa's leg pain so she stay in the college with stephanie...
then me, Jas and Boon go lepak at KLCC...first we go SASA first...
i wanna buy perfume and the promoter introduce to me either Anna Sui or DKNY
at last i planned to buy DKNY's Delicious for myself...and the price is RM200+
that perfume smell so sweet...i like it...haha...
Yesterday went jusco for shopping...haha
actually went there for a dress but at last...i bought a purse...
A Carlo Rino purse...actually was he pay for me...^^
so happy...but unfortunately...dress cant find any...@.@
Today inside class, feel like in a pasar...
Zzzz........heard lots of sound that make me feel uncomfortable...
Yuckxx...........she was so suck....laugh like a monster...so annoying
eeewww....think back her sound.....really like a ghost screaming and shouting...
today my boy's mood no really good...i can understand...
he was busy with the computers for few days adi...still cant repair it
for sure he felt fed up and unhappy...
but he just gave a call and said " I LOVE U "
felt happy...tonight my supper not dim sum but KFC...^^
waiting for him to come back...muahaha~

Today~14-01-10

2010-01-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

Today after finished my morning class(Front Office Management),

me and my dear,melissa decided to go for shopping...

we choose pavillion as our destination...

huu...many photos took while changing...

we just pretty confident...who cares about what ur thinking?

yes, i am always pretty, cute, self confident as well...so what??

Come on...Dun jealous la faker...

Because no matter how hardworking u try to improve urself...STILL....

U cant catch me up...cause u are always loser...

today boon so bad laugh at people...hahas...

Donation today...someone in my class 2 person share 1 riggit for donation...

WTF?? hahas....yea...is true...Boon purposely shout out loud and said

: haiyo...people go mid valley for wedding dinner only give rm50 as angpao...

muahaha~then both of them straight looked at us...maybe wanna see how much we donate

not to show off but just pretty kind...

WTF

2010-01-12T13:19:00.000-08:00

omg omg omg...til now still cant sleep yet...
gosh...later got morning class...
dun feel like going but forced to go cause is the first class...
haiz...just hate my college life la...
especially "those peoples" which named themselves as 废人
LOL...kinda silly huh...
facing them just make me feel so suffer...
Especially 2 of them which are Sxxxx and TxG
uurrgghh.......ah lians(in Hokkien means girls that very outdated)....
Loser like to compare...LMAO....wahahahaha..so funny ler...
Haiz...just got lots of problems in my class...cause of her~!!!
oh ya...private her blog and posted

"... da actual itinary stil nt confirm yet... really wan 2 have fun thr... those problem maker please dun attend... we wish to have fun and enjoy thr...=P "

this is what a kid posted in her PRIVATE blog...LOL...
thought that other people dont have the chance to view and read it??
Please la...dun be so naive and childish...
this is useless and dun waste yr fucking time to set it into private blog...

One more thing to update here...
Sandy's big day coming soon...
gotta plan some interesting activities...hahaha...
cant wait for that day to come...dunno when is mine?
Gosh....still long long time to wait...uurrgghh.....(Daddy adi planned everything for me)
T.T...........................
Her wedding dinner will be held in MidVally,KL
recently heard that some people suggest give her RM300 as angpao
wow....RM300 wor...so much? yea...."damn much" not RM300 per person but the whole class(32 students + 1 lecturer)...!!
WTH....please la...MidValley ler...thought in your hometown school hall meh??
kinda silly sia...shame of them...sure wont admit that they are my classmate...make me sia sui too...some more what they said: "student price" wor...
Hello....the whole class go mamak stall also no enough money to eat la...
u know what...wear jeans for dinner...some more ask the whole class's girls wear for the same colour...Zzzzz.........dinner wear jeans? Still kidz meh? really speechless and stomache when heard bout this...dunno what kind of rection and expression should give them...
so unlucky...got this kind of people same class with me...hhmmnnpp....it's ok...
soon we gonna graduate...andi wish that this peoples wont appear in front of me anymore...
if not my eye will be blind once see their face...eeewww.....UGLY face!
bluerk....think of them make me feel like vomitting...GOSH....Jesus please save these pity kids...

now the time is 5.52am and i need to stop everything and get myself prepare for class...
sien....French class in the morning and Economic class in noon...sure i gonna fall sleep inside class...haiz...my boy still not yet back...miss him so much...
got no breakfast prepare for me from him...>.<
so sleepy now but it's time to go for shower...
end it here and will be continue once got new things to update...^^
(especially those kids story...damn funny and silly) stay tuned...

~Sign>.<~

2010-01-11T22:07:00.000-08:00

Boring day...pity woofy beat by him~
Valentine coming soon but...haiz...
Dun feel like celebrating it...
what a bored day...
hate some people which like to simply touch my things without my permission...
can u please respect me??
i need some freedom sometimes
uurrgghh.....no privacy at all...
whatever my things all u wanna know...
but ur things...all in private...
even ur computer password also i dont know what it is...
this world is just so unfair
message for ex-gf also deleted...what a fool...
u wont know how i feel...suspect someone but got no proof...
kinda funny huh...i am just a stupid...

选择

2010-01-08T03:23:00.000-08:00

今天，又吵架了

叫他带我去买衣服，可是他的答案就是“省”

不懂应该给他些什么反应

好无奈，可是却不能怎样！

或许~应该说，“我可以怎样？”

没有人懂我的心情

在想到底之前所做的选择到底是对还是错？

不停地问自己，依然没有答案

每天吵~很难过很累耶

也许真的是像他所说的“为我好”

顺，为什么不试着站在我这边替我想？

在一起那么久，就怀疑彼此那么久

难道这就是爱吗？放手是对的选择吗？

再也没有答案~因为我们根本就不懂彼此想要的是什么

或许我真的是像你所说的那么幼稚

或许我真的很常弄你生气不开心

那为什么还要勉强彼此在一起？

为什么要让彼此都那么辛苦？

为什么？为什么？为什么？

顺，快3年了~很舍不得你懂吗？

对你的爱越深就越来越心痛

每次跟你吵架，都好想跟朋友出去

疯疯癫癫地玩个够~喝到醉醺醺

什么都不用想，什么都不用烦

尽情的跳舞，喝酒，大声笑

哈哈哈哈~~再也笑不出了！

快要发神经了~救救我~可以吗？拜托

Upset~!!! I wanna work...!!!

2010-01-07T06:10:00.000-08:00

400块已经飞走了~
原本想在新年前可以赚点钱让今年的新年可以过得快乐点
可是现在~~什么都没了~~T.T
400百块已经泡汤了
只是一份工作而已都要吵
不想每天伸手跟你要钱罢了嘛~
什么叫不要我去做工？
如果不用做都可以有好日子过的话，
每天花钱不用考虑的~那个时候就可以考虑不用做
唉~算了吧~！！抱怨不完~思想不同就会有距离。
我要钱！！要很多很多钱！！

Again...

2010-01-03T23:24:00.000-08:00

What should i do? What i have done?I dun even know about it... really fed up with my life
totally suck!!! I dun like to fight with him...why? Sometimes i dun even know what happen to me...started feel bored for fighting...Can someone teach me~What should i do? How am i gonna settle the problems? Are we suitable for each other? I kept asked myself this few questions...Well....still no answer from me,maybe we need some times...izzit worth for fight and affect our relationship?yea...all my fault and what u wan from me just an apologise...right? When problems happened, what i can do is just post it to my blog...cant even tell my friends and family members...cause he doesnt like it...Bao...sometimes can u please try to stand at my side and think for me? I really love u and need u... but u dun even trust on me since the day we couple...am i right? I need protection and comfort from u but not fight...u understand me?
Yea maybe u will think that i am childish but this is what i really need while be with u. Hate ur angry look especially yr eye kinda fierce...do u know? also hate the way u look at me like gonna kill me...uurrgghh..................pls...dun use this way to treat me...can u? i will be mad if keeps continue like this...i need to take a rest and a long breath...if not i will die soon...!!!! >.<

2010-01-03T04:55:00.000-08:00

我们的《爱的戒指》

“你放心你不用再酱辛苦忍了！”

什么意思？到底什么意思？为什么？

跟我说这样的话就因为一件很小很小的事？

我到底做错了什么？告诉我骂我都还没那么难受

不要对我说这些话！很伤你知道吗？

不告而别是你的作风吗？

为什么一次又一次错过？

为什么我依然那么执著于你

难道你不明白吗？

说过不会再离开我，不管什么事都不会再丢下我的

你也知道我的脾气，但是我还是尽量配合你

为什么到最后，结果并不是我想要的？

为什么？为什么？

如果知道会那么伤，当初就不要在回一起

你说过无论什么事都会让我，

不管我的脾气再怎样坏你都会忍

怎样无理取闹你都会爱着我

没错~你确实做到了！

但是却只是那短短的几个月

也许刚才不该发那么大的脾气

跟你道歉就什么事都没了

但是~以我的性格，又能忍多久呢？

宝~爱你对我来说并不是开玩笑的

跟你结婚生小孩也不是讲假的

但是你却不会再懂我的心意！

对不起，我爱你

心情~差

2009-12-28T12:09:00.000-08:00

好久好久没有写部落格了~

最近的心情好差好差。

感觉到我的生活越来越没意义

现在，我的心情就像~

或许可以用〈活死人〉来形容吧！

不知道为什么每次到了深夜时刻，

那种可怕的感觉就会突然出现在我心里。

好像不知道会有什么不好的事情发生！

好怕好怕~

再也不能习惯没有他在我身边的日子~

脑袋总爱胡思乱想~

现在我才体会到原来“信任”对一对情侣而言是多么的重要

虽然他没有做对不起我的事，可是在我心里却一直出现那种很不安的感觉

有时觉得真的好辛苦可是我不想再错过一次对他的感情

害怕自己会后悔，害怕不会有人再像他那样疼我

真的好怕好怕

这几天都好忙，因为要帮他搬家~

好多好多的垃圾哦~

终于~收拾到半夜才把所有东西打包好

好累好累

唉~看到他为了找房子的事情那么烦

自己却又帮不上忙，真的觉得很过意不去。

宝~答应我，这辈子都别丢下我。好吗？

〈当你〉

2009-12-28T11:42:00.000-08:00

如果有一天，我回到从前

回到最原始的我，你是否会觉得我不错？

如果有一天，我离你遥远

不能再和你相约，你是否会发觉我已经说再见？

当你的眼睛眯着笑，当你喝可乐当你找

我想对你好，你从来不知道

想你想你也能成为嗜好。

当你说今天的烦恼，当你说夜深你睡不着

我想对你说，却害怕都说错

还喜欢你~知不知道？

如果有一天，梦想都实现

回忆都成了永远，你是否还会记得今天？

如果有一天，我们都发觉

原来什么都可以，无论是否还会停留在这里？

当你的眼睛眯着笑，当你喝可乐当你找

我想对你好，你从来不知道

想你想你也能成为嗜好。

当你说今天的烦恼，当你说夜深你睡不着

我想对你说，却害怕都说错

还喜欢你~知不知道？

也许可是让我想得太多，

也许该回到没我~

梦里和相遇，就毫不犹豫

大声的说我要说~~

当你的眼睛眯着笑，当你喝可乐当你找

我想对你好，你从来不知道

想你想你也能成为嗜好

啦~啦~

我想对你说，却害怕都说错

还喜欢你~知不知道？

啦~啦~

一个人的路程

2009-04-09T11:22:00.000-07:00

今天，从朋友家到学校，经过了很多你以前驾着摩多载着我走过的路。

那段路程突然变得好长好长，就好像永远都走不完，到不了我想去的地方。

坐在车里，我真的很想哭，但是我不可以，不可以让别人看到我憔悴的样子。
我一直提醒自己一定要克服这障碍！

以前都是你牵着我的手走过的那些路，现在当我再次经过的时候，一切都变了！

载着我的是其他男生。想起你，我的心就好像快要碎了!

雨后的彩虹呢？

2009-04-06T07:37:00.000-07:00

我的心早已完全被你占有了

无论你做什么，说什么都会影响到我

为什么？为什么一个开朗的我会因为你而改变？

我，早已不再是以前的我。

现在的我，

可以因为你的一句话而变得快乐，

也可以因为你的冷淡而偷偷哭泣。

为什么你那么忍心把我整得生不如死？

为什么要这样折磨我？

难道你都不会觉得心疼吗？

以前很爱我的那个人到底去了哪里？

为何可以如此狠心丢下我，

让我一个人伤心难过。

我爱上你，

就像香烟爱上了火柴

注定这一辈子为你燃烧，

被你伤害。

这一切的一切，

我都无怨无悔

因为这条路是我自己选的。

在考着试的当儿，

望着蓝蓝的天空，

突然变灰了。

大雨开始淋湿了我身边的每个角落，

感觉上，天空好像在为了我的遭遇而落泪。

此刻，时间好像停流了，

而我的泪水从此也无法听此

就只因为你

考完试了，雨也停了

天空渐渐恢复成原来的浅蓝色

但，在我世界里的天空依旧是灰色的。

我的心就像那片天空，

再也没有晴天，

再也看不到彩虹。

haiz...emo again...

2009-04-04T02:27:00.000-07:00

I think i should be very happy today

cause yesterday night before he went to sleep ,

still sent me a message...i was really very happy although

the message was very short...

Today,

he called me once he wake up but i really hate to answer that call.

I really dunno what had happened to him...

high anger...so damn stupid...

"Am i really did something wrong?"

i ask myself but i didn't get the answer.

If i know he will scold i rather don't answer his call...

Damn it...

But, i apologise

i send him a message and told him that i am sorry

if i really did something wrong.

i do really love this guy

after that he asked me

whether having class on Monday and Tuesday

because

he going back to his hometown

and asked me to follow him

haiz~

how nice if i don't have any exam on Monday

ohya...and also my stupid fucking idiot

MS assignment

until now i don't even start my assignment yet...

what the hell am i doing there?

stupid...

add oil lo Gr@cE

miss my babe and also my sweetie Groovy

♥Gorgeous ME a.k.a Babe_Grace♥

my life

~~Bloody Mary~~

HATE EXAMS and ASSIGNMENT~!!

Friday a.k.a. Movie Night & Lepak-ing Day

Aaaawwww......Memories~~

Guys~Pls Beware~!!

OMG...silly BEH~!

Mother's Day~

NEW SONG by MizzNina feat. Colby O'Donis "What You Waiting For"

A trip to Ipoh~

男人，其实你不懂！

♥♥ 珍惜对你凶的女孩

女孩子心里的想法，看了你会更了解她

亲爱的，我们来做个约定好吗？即使爱情平淡了，也不要说分手。。

宝贝，听我说...

希望有这样一个人陪我一生

女生的痛，男生永远不懂！

什么样的女人值得叫老婆？

WTH??

Verone Ching...I miss you so much~

Bustard aka [Conan Tan Kim Tee]~!!!!

~我的生活~

Again...Emotional

Boring Day Again

我们最“值得纪念”的日子

I HATE CELEBRATION~!!!!!!!!!

对不起~我错了！

my stupid life...

what a boring day

Today~14-01-10

WTF

~Sign>.<~

选择

Upset~!!! I wanna work...!!!

Again...

心情~差

〈当你〉

一个人的路程

雨后的彩虹呢？

haiz...emo again...

Bloody Mary